If Pain is Weakness Leaving the Body...WTF is Vulnerability?

So, today I began the acceptance of my situation and hence the begining of the destruction of my broken heart. It wasn't really all that eventful. I realized I couldn't allow myself to be fooled into thinking my relationship would magically re-appear. Two, I realized tenderness to the person who broke your heart hurts worse than being without them (crap repeated rejection sucks...why would I let this continue?). Three, I stuck at "using my words to describe how I feel...I muddle through them and I'm as elloquent as a broken necked song bird.

So, I went to my music. Why is it that when you are in the most pain EVERY song is about you and your failed relationship. Its magic! So, there is this song by a forgotten band TRAVIS its called The Cage...It really brought me a little closer to understanding the broken heart...atleast...maybe a little. Check out the song. It almost makes me feel like I'm succeding in this even if ever so little...just glad I'm not the bird... http://www.last.fm/music/Travis/_/The+Cage

You broke the bread
We drank the wine
Your lip was bleedin' but it was fine
Come on inside, babe, across the line
I love you more than I
But then this bird just flew away
She was never meant to stay
Oh to keep her caged would just delay the spring
You broke your word
Now that's a lie
We had a deal that you would try
Come on inside, girl, I think it's time
High time we drew the line
But then this bird just flew away
While I looked the other way
Oh to keep her caged would just delay the spring
Oh you broke my soul
Dear you stole the plot
You left an empty shot
There's nothing left here 'cos you took the lot
An empty cage is all I've got
'Cos when your bird has flown away
She was never meant to stay
Oh to keep her caged would just delay the spring
To keep her caged would just delay the spring